I think that ballads are always something where I can really become one with the audiance.
After I can be happy with knowing that I did what I wanted to do.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
I guess you could say I'm cautious, or a coward.
I stopped caring what people thought.
I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.
When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.
When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.
During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.
My popularity plunged three years ago and I didn't try to court publicity.
Up until now, I had ideas that I wanted to try but didn't have the opportunity to do them.
Until now, I was insecure and I believed what the people around me said in regarding what I should sing.
I wish I could balance life as an artist and a mother, but sometimes when I am doing live concerts, I have to ask people to help me in my other role.
In the beginning, I didnt dance that much and stuff.
I think afterall, a promotion video is a piece of work in it's own right.
I'm not completely at ease at rapping, I can't do it well yet.
If I don't think about anything, and start with a clean slate, in terms of what I have to do, a lot of different ideas come up, and I can think about things more openly.
Simply, there are many things I would like to do.
If I can't get a mental image from the song, I won't sing it.
Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.
For the most part, I don't care about what everyone else is doing, or what is popular.
Actually, recording the Suite Chic album was so much fun and while working on this new album, people that I've worked with from Suite Chic has lend their voice.
I get even more nervous singing when everyone's fallen silent, but I really try to communicate the meaning of the lyrics, and there's people there listening to that, and if they're moved by it, then I'm moved as well.
I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
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